Daddydom does put excess stress on the $$$ situation. There are many different factions that will drain your fun(d)s. I will be taking on wayyy more than i can chew and hope not to choke. My wife will be leaving her job on maternity leave early. This will allow her time to rest and get that baby girl growing. That is cool. She's working hard building a human. That's tough work. She needs the break. Man in me says..."you stay home make baby." Of course financially this could be trouble. Right now with work it's tough. I'm not making enough $$$ and our finances are drained. The whole family will move to State college PA for about two months where i will work like a dog. We are getting an apartment for 2 months. I have the lease and the deposit money (borrowed) in front of me and I'm scared. Scared because i am supposed to only be there for half the week and half the week be down home. This can not work. I will be causing major problems in my job. I have to do what's best for my family, but is causing me to be unemployed the best (?). I do not know if that will happen, but right now i do not know for sure what will go on. I feel as though i'm being torn between several different factions.....Daddy, husband, provider, boss, leader, dad to be, and somewhere if i look close enough might be me down there. I do not know if I want to find him.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Yeah so ...what?
So we are having a girl (?) maybe. According to the ultrasound. That's sweet, but i'll still wait and see. If it's a girl it will be penelope if it's a boy We'll probably go with surprise!. I'm sure that will give him a complex. i'm happy either way. i have no idea how to type holding both though.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Gotta learn!!
Today Milo was trying to touch the space heater. I kept telling him that it was hot. He snuck a feel and was very upset by the heater. He wasn't too happy, but he did learn. Life can suck. He did wave and say bye at the thrift store so it was all good.
CH-CH-CHanges
A baby will change your life. You will be envious of your friends time and the ability they have to blog and not get yelled at. or screamed at. It is difficult to hang out with old friends... you got a baby and sitters are not coming out of the woodwork. Plus you are so sleepy. In time i have found that i really do not care about hanging out anymore. I really love being a family and the things people seem to worry about aren't anything. Once you have a baby you realize how much time there is for everything else.. you just can't use it.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
MAury, Billy mays, joe scarborough
These are my friends today. Maury will tell me who the daddy is. Joey let's me know what is happening with politics. Billy sells everything in the world.... i love that guy. His Kaboom is awesome. Removes mold, mildew, paint , tattoos etc. Milo and I will attempt to make it outside today. HE's actually napping right now...sweet. We need some formula and some more food for him. HE eats alot.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Home sweet home
No napping yet although he is really tired. If I could do anything right i think it would be sleep for a long time. Sleep is a big sucky thing with a baby. I know, I know...."Sleep when the baby sleeps. Yeah sure. I need many cups of coffee just to keep up with him. Falling asleep is the furthest thing from my head right now. I wish i wish he was asleep.
